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I don't know, I don't like to use the term "admirer" because it seems so dehumanizing. No one wants to be a fetish, at least not for longer than a few minutes. I only think I'd rather be with a transperson because I am gender ambiguous myself. I mean, I'm a woman, I look like a woman, it would not do to try to change it, but I feel like a man that likes men & women. So here I am.
I feel like I am a gender half-way house; whenever a man or a woman who is curious or questioning about their own s----lity wants to try it with a girl, or a boyish girl, or a girly boy, they always turn to me. And whenever I am with very straight men they get uptight & think maybe I used to be a man...It's odd. I find I am most attracted to people like myself, who are a bit queer, who are neither-neither.
I don't know if any of you are like me, if you are than I would love to hear from you. I get so tired of pretending to be something I am not, to conform to a gender ideal that is purely social, purely created & learned (and I didn't learn it properly).
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