Hi, please read my long ramble.

[nestea]

Hey, I am very interested in the trans community for various reasons and I don't have any contacts in real life so I decided to join some online communities. I am mainly just interested in meeting a few friends or at the very least participating in some interesting conversations.

I would mainly just like to share a little about my ------ identity and ask if anyone as any advice or insightful comments.
I am sure my experience isn't that uncommon but once again, I don't really know anyone in real life who has my ------ tendencies.

I consider myself a gay man but from what I can tell I am very attracted to pre-op mtf's. Sadly, my only exposure is through ---- but I plan on participating in more online forums and hopefully meeting some of you gals in real life eventually. Don't have any real life contacts at the moment however. Its actually a subject that has led me to become somewhat confused -------- because I know what turns me on, but it doesn't really fit very well with the standard labels out there.

The female form attracts me, curves, hips, lips ect, but I don't find vaginas very appealing. The males I am attracted to tend to be very masculine. I hesitate to call my self "bisexual" because I don't think I would be happy with anyone who didn't have male parts. The thing is, with guys I am mainly attracted to their d---s, as long as they aren't skinnier than me or way smaller, the rest of their body isn't that important to me (except face obviously). But with the fantasies I have about pre-op mtf's the whole package is more interesting. ex. Guy's butts don't do anything for me, yet I go crazy for tgirl butts. Just some crude observations lol.

Are their any admirers on here who consider themselves pretty much exclusively attracted to male genetalia, including men and mtf's who haven't had surgery?

I should probably add that I am a very sensitive person and if I am being ignorant about the subject feel free to correct me. Obviously I have gone through my own periods of lonliness and confusion over being gay so I don't want to contribute to our society's abysmal treatment of the transgendered.