55donix, 34

i am a 19 yo guy looking for someone to love, and be loved by. To began with im sorry this is long and oddly written im writing on a nintendo wii. well ive graduated from school almost 2 years ago and since ive been out of school my friends and family have tried to set me up with there friends. They are all pretty good looking but not my personality. i like cute funny shy girls in school i dated mostly the gothic and emo (even thou i dont like labeling) type mostly because they get my sense of humor and i have a little bit of a dark side (well not like angry im actually a very kind person. i meant like i love things like skulls black roses the grim reaper things like that). also because i love the way they dress and look its visually beautiful to me. i am a very spiritual person. but im not sure what to call my beliefs. i want someone with a loving soul. im not really sure how to describe what im looking for but its like when you two are laying together and the only thing that exists is this feeling of you and the others heart as one and your suddenly in a world of complete happiness. also i am looking for a romantic personality, funny, cute, and someone around my age that i can hold. i dont really get jealous. and also im around 220 pounds in wait but its mostly because i have alot muscle. but im not a health freak i just have a good metabolism. thou i do like swordfighting and sparing so im great at protecting but im not a meat head. i will try anything. and if your abstinent im fine with that i myself am a virgin. anyway i also love cooking. its my passion. im kind of nerdy i like anime, manga, and videogames mostly rpg's. i am a musican i play many instruments guitar, piano, bass, and some drums. i am wanting to learn chello thou. even if we dont hit it off im sure we will be friends everyone loves me and i except people for who they are. so if you have something you think i wont like about you dont worry about it. honestly its how i grew up. all i will look at is you now not your past.