Beholderseye, 41

I am an admirer of MTF ladies, seeking real love I am a warm, intellectual, open-minded, stable, funny, confident, feminine, lady who is looking for a loving lesbian relationship with a MTF trans woman. Do you want to be with someone who will climb a tree with you in the parking lot for no apparent reason, who will write poetry for you and veg out in front of the TV with you and dance all night long, even if it's just in the livingroom? Someone who's proud to be with you, who sings hymns in her sleep, who stops to look up at the stars at night, who laughs as hard as she cries and works as hard as she plays? Who gives excellent advice when it's asked for and empathy when it's unasked for? Someone who wants to be a witness to your life, draw you a bubble bath when you've had a long day, who won't lie to you, and believes that hardship is sometimes constructive, sometimes destructive, but "sometimes it's the metal in windchimes that remind us how soft the breeze is" (to qoute Andrea Gibson)? I'm passionate, but not promiscuous, spiritual but not religious. I have a big heart, but a bigger brain and stronger backbone. I want to be with a woman who seeks love, but wouldn't mind if we end up just friends instead. Someone who is gentle, kind, extremely intelligent and knows that the only way to live with authenticity is to live vulnerably. I don't believe that people that hate themselves can be in a successful relationship; if my lover has insecurities I will be understanding and supportive, but if she at her core hates who she is we are not destined for great things. I would really prefer to be with a person who does not ever want to get bottom surgery. The reason for this is that I've always been attracted to women's bodies and spirits, but always reverred this one particular body part for reasons I'd be happy to explain on a seventh date.