Caterpillargirl, 37

Running into you like this without warning... My name is Lydia, and I am an MTF transgendered person. I write stories and symphonies. I enjoy philosophy and playing music. I tend to be generally dissatisfied with myself, but mostly as a means of motivating myself to do more. I think I'm difficult to relate to, or maybe I've just been trying with the wrong people. I can be completely rational, or be mostly detached from reality, and this is not predictable. I'm here looking for people who understand me, whether the result is a friendship or a relationship. I don't think I'm looking for a relationship right now, but life has been known to surprise me.