Chaosbender666, 44

seeking d&m's with hugs hi there!

i'm looking for a friend, first and foremost, with an open mind for progression to more if that is what becomes of it. someone with whom i can be close, share thoughts, hopes and fears.
intimacy between friends is not a bad thing, in my honest opinion, and by that i don't mean "friends". rather, i mean contact, touch, cuddles, etc. i think it's a beautiful expression of trust and caring between two human beings.
philosophical d&m's, laying outdoors on the grass/beach and watching the stars - simple stuff really, is what i would like to appreciate with someone.
i'm really damn shy, having self-diagnosed as aspergers a few years ago, along with formally diagnosed social anxiety. it takes me a while to come out of my shell, but when i do, i'm a fiercely loyal friend.
right now, i'm in my second year of psychology, loving every second, though i really wish i had done it sooner. better late than never i guess.
same with travel - only just got my passport in the mail a couple of weeks ago, and am taking my first overseas trip ever next year.
why these things were never salient goals throughout my 20's eludes me, i guess i'm just a late bloomer who has now only just decided what i want to be when i grow up...