Chrissy75, 50

I'm not a woman, nor do I feel like one. But I'm fascinated by the tactile: texture, fabric, and contrast.

The pull of a garter tab along the back of my thigh. The frisson of pleasure from rolling a seamed stocking up my shaved leg. The exaggerated arch and definition provided by high heels. Simply put, woman's clothes are j more fun. They enhance the -------, the tangible, and the .

There's also the psychological aspect, tapping into concepts of the power of the visual. A picture of a beautiful women in shimmering latex. Completely in control of her ------ity. Unafraid. Unlike me in every respect.

Do I want her, or do I merely want to be as strong as her? As self-assured. As unashmed of my ------ity. Of what I want.

I want to know what it feels like to be that girl in the photo shoot. I've never worn make-up, or fully dressed as a woman. But I want to try it.

I don't have any pics at the moment, as I don't have a place to dress (relocated recently).

I'm 5'9", blue eyes, blonde hair (when I don't shave my head), and am overweight (Stocky with a bit of a belly). Howver, I have lost a lot recently, but don't want to meet anyone until I'm a bit further along. Once I reach my target weight, I'll reward myself by doing a little shopping, and then putting up pics.

Ideally I'd like to meet other -------ists to dress up with. I find the sight of two women together to be very and I want to know what it feels like: Stocking-clad thighs rubbing together, legs entwined, Soft kisses, and extended bouts of steamy foreplay.

Failing that, given that I'm new to most of this, I could also use help with make-up and wigs, or taking pics. I might never pass, but that's no reason not to look good.