Clevester69, 63

admirer I have lived most my adult life as a straight man. first wife married 22 years raised two beautiful children. I am proud of both my children now young adults. I feel my greatest achievement in life was being a good loving father. I never attempted to explore my bisexual side until later in life about 5 years ago.Partly because of fear from all the bull---- that society religion mostly brainwashed my childhood mind into believing.My higher power loves all his -her ? children and make us all special and beautiful.since I have come a long way of getting rid of that guilt and fear bestowed on me as a child.I am so very attracted to transsexuals who look like a woman face breasts taste smell and male organ who are secure in who they are. I am not looking for a relationship beyond friendship and enjoying each other s----l needs. I do believe in a simple saying friends first friend forever.