Cord1993, 31

I turned 18 in November of 2011. I have been out since I was 16 and knew I was gay when I was like 12. I get very turned on by wearing lingerie, sheer, silky and sexy lingerie. Last month I went to Victorias Secret and bought myself a few things. I am a bit confused by my feelings. I am not feminine by any means but when I put on lingerie I feel way different, a good different. I have not been with a guy that likes lingerie or would enjoy me wearing lingerie. Mature men over 25 are way more of a turn on to me but any guy who would like this please write to me. I have not tried high heels and as far as makeup is concerned I have only tried a little lipstick but I am not sure about anything else. I have painted my fingernails in private a few times which is way hot but not too much else. I do not feel like their is anything feminine about myself until I put on silky clothing. I would love to meet a man who would help me explore this side of me. I am in no way looking for anything financial or a place to live. I have my own car. I do live at home with parents and younger sister and will be here until I finish college. Thank you for reading this.