Eunique, 65

i hate being male and want that changed i identify as eunuch, if i were born 150 years ago, i would become an eunuch in a harem and would be without question, much happier than i am now. i seek understanding and this community is the only one that would understand the hatred i have for my masculine genitalia. i wish i had nothing at all down there and would like to find someone that finds that as a benefit not a handicap. i am skillful in other ways of bringing pleasure and don't need defective equipment to do my part and have never felt the need to be pleasured. possibly some guilt there but i just don't feel comfortable in that part of my own skin. i am content to remain outwardly male in the vanilla public. Thanks to you for reading this