Kindheartedguy, 50

M looking for MTF Hi all.
Been very attracted to "special ladies" (transgender ladies) for so long. Had been in a relationship with a GG (Genetic Girl) for a long while. Had hopes for a long time for a family, but have never been blessed with a child. After many mis-carriages, Ive come to the realization that a family (with children) just is not a part of my future. As hard as it was to realize this conclusion after a few years of heartache and tears over the losses, Im finally channeling my energies into a life of happiness and looking for a special someone that wants to share it with me. I am a very nice and kind hearted man who would give the shirt off his back to someone in need. This of course has led to my being taken advantage of many times in the past emotionally and monetarily, but I dont wish to change who I am or harden my heart based on who Ive known in the past, I want to give myself as I am to someone special in the future. I dont ask much from others and normally expct even less after past life's endeavors. All I ask is for someone to care about me as much as they would for a stray dog, believe it or not, many people Ive known arent even capable of doing that for someone they claim to love. I work construction, things have been slow but are picking up and do well for myself, I have 0 debt (credit cards paid off, no car payments, etc) no baggage really of any kind. I am very masculine looking and acting. I enjoy being outdoors, like to fish, shoot at the range, hiking and all but dont get alot of opportunity to as I normally dont have another to enjoy this with, and its never as enjoyable without someone to share it. I go to church but dont beat the bible like a drum, I believe my relationship with the All-Mighty is between just He and I. I am a John Wayne fan and a Civil War enthusiast (i enjoy going to the re-enactments and like to follow the history of it, and before you ask, yes, my family fought for the Confederacy, but the Confederate flag for me represents h