Ladyecho, 44

I'm not very good at social interactions. I guess I never learned how to deal with other people. I'm here to hopefully get past the awkward first impression stage where the object of my interest is unaware of my condition.

I am a pre-op MtF transsexual, though my transition is somewhat stagnant because of financial problems. I hope to rectify this soon by seeking a more fitting job (currently in foodservice). I am at the moment peaceful and content, for the most part, but I yearn for more, something that will help balance all the pain of the efforts I go through.

I am a musician and avid video game player. I enjoy movies and television shows that don't try to sensationalize everything, but rather have deep character-driven stories. I'm a thinker, so I like things that provoke deep thought.

I used to read books, but lately have not had much motivation for them. Instead, I tend to roam around a site such as Wikipedia and absorb any knowledge that interests me. I have learned more within a month's time randomly browsing such a site than I ever did in school.

I am not looking for romance. I am not looking for a false relationship. I am not looking for "the one." However, neither am I looking for a fling or one-night stand.

My opinions on relationships may be confusing to some, disturbing to others, and downright blasphemous to hardcore religious people. However, I feel that my views are the most logical approach to relationships. Unfortunately, I have had little opportunity to test them because of the aforementioned social issues I have.

Nevertheless, I am here, looking for something that may pique my interest.