Melissapink, 41

I would like to make some great friends, and maybe have one of those friendships grow into something more. Also I have msn and a web cam for who ever wants to meet and talk, become friends and now and then have some fun. I am bi so open to male or female. I hope to meet a lot of new friends.
But I do need to say first and formost, that yes I was born male, and I am doing everything in my power to become a full op female. So please respect that I am female at heart and not a male. Only a small number of my closest friends and family know I am a transgender. I enjoy and feel most comfortable as a woman. I started feeling like a girl as a child. When growing up, I had someone in my life who dressed me as a lil girl (a much older babysitter), she did so in secret, my parents never knew for the longest time. It started when I was around 5 and she did this till I was 8 or 9. After my parents finaly found out it stopped with her. After that I would then sneak into my sisters rooms and wear one of there dresses, skirts, panties, almost always went for pink clothing, I always wanted something that made me feel cute and more girly. It was a personal comfort and enjoyment and made me feel like I was really myself when I was dressed as a girl. So I now dress as a girl almost full-time in my own home. Still in the closet from some of the outside world, I mean even tho I dress as a girl I still have friends that dont know this, because I try to stay close to only a small number of people, the ones that I feel except me and care for me the most. I am always a female online, But I always tell people the truth of what I was born as. Even tho I think of myself only as female, its only fair others know in case they find it offencive, and thats there choice as it is mine to be a girl. You will find I am nice and always polite. I just want to be me and I am open to almost anything and anyone. I hope others decide to talk to me at the very least, and maybe I will get lucky one day and