Punkrockweirdo, 41

Hello world of trans.....I really hope that I don't come off as silly or any of that, but I'm a grown man who has always been attracted to rather butch, masculine or ftm women and or very feminine trans women born as male.

Sometimes I'm not sure what I want to be aka a lover of trans people or a transgender person yet I'm not so keen on changing the way I am projected out in the world.

I've tried putting ads up on Craigslist but that's noooooo help at all. Anyone???