Sabletwilight, 53

gothy, vampy, ----- denver trans woman student, energy worker and a bit of an activist. i am a strongly out, sometimes butch, sometimes femme, very queer trans woman.
i enjoy riding my motorcycle, reading, developing my spirituality, playing video and computer games. in my movies, i like a bit of science fiction, fantasy, horror and the cute stuff the animation studios like to crank out lately. i also love indy flicks. for television entertainment, i watch of mix of left-biased political commentary, cartoons, british shows and science and discovery programming.
i like women (trans and cis). i like men (trans and cis). but i like women more.
that said, while i do entertain the possibility of getting involved with guys, a guy has to really stand out for me to take notice.
so, for the guys: do you have passion and fire? do you know how to woo and seduce? can you hold your own in a conversation? if i were to ask you why me or who *are* you, do you know? can you answer or will you go silent and disappear? can you be patient, comforting, persistent and consistent with me? or are you just in it for a quick fling?
i am deeply spiritual, involved in alternative spirituality. the work i do with it is very important in my life. i believe in weird stuff and might just be insane.
i am not sure what i am really looking for right now. sometimes i think i would like a little fling now and again. but i often find myself too shy or too self conscious to pursue connections.
sometimes i think i would like a causal lover. a friend. someone i can connect with in and bed who is not looking to anything "too serious."
sometimes i think i yearn for something darker and more powerful. someone with the passion and strength (and maybe a little patience) to pursue me, to capture me and to help me loose myself in my passions.
or maybe i just like knowing i am desired and still desirable. but in all things i am mercurial in nature.