Sandytg, 50

I am a Transgender Woman that has struggled with the fact that I have always felt more like myself when dressing in panties and skirts and dresses. I just feel like the real me is a female.

I live as a male because I cannot afford the hormones and all the things that go along with it.

In a perfect world I would love to be a woman and I would love to take hormones and change my body completely. Yet as I get older it seems like its harder to do so.

In my dreams I always imagine that I am a woman and I love that feeling. I am not attracted to females but I am jealous of what they have that I don't hate and I am so envious and jealous of them in that sort of way.

I am on here because I am looking for people to chat with on messenger on yahoo and just to make friends that I can talk to and relate to that perhaps are going through the same issues that I am going through.

I would love to get to the point in my life where I can dress up in public and hopefully am passable but I don't see that happening as of right now.