Transmanadmirer, 45

Hi everyone! I am a total virgin when it comes to these kinds of things. I have only ever dated men. But, I have always fantasized about being with a woman that dresses or lives as a man. I am a feminine type of woman. I love all of the girly type things, makeup, shopping, chick flicks, etc. I am ALL woman. But, I can still keep up with the boys when it comes to things like motorcycle riding, fishing, and fixin' things. Maybe that comes from growing up with 3 brothers and no sisters. I would like someone around my age or younger, or maybe a few years older would be good too. I'm not really too picky. I guess what I am really looking for is someone with some patience with newbies. I would love to start off exchanging emails and pics, then progress to friendship and maybe/hopefully something more. I want to be honest, I am currently in a not very serious relationship with a man, but I don't expect it to last. I just wanted to be upfront about that. I don't want to play any games with anyone or hurt anyone, I'm the real deal, baby. I'm just looking for what I think I've been looking for my whole life.