Williamswar, 47

normal male, lol, looking for the right MTF I have been thinking of you all my life and i would love to find you...I am searching for the woman of my dreams...I only want you and you only...I would cherish you and support you as a person in every thought and ideal you have...I would never hurt you or stray from your side...Your all i think about and i would do anything to have you know that i love you and i am in love with you...

I really have never done this but have thought about you all my life...I always thought something was wrong with me and even when i did not know it was wrong i thought of you...When i thought it was wrong i went threw alot of problems hating myself and hurting inside...I was not a good kid to say the least...At sixteen i seen my first drag queen and thats when i knew what truly wanted...but due from being from the hills of kentucky i got really angry with myself for even thinking that it turned me on...I had a rough time after that and finally at 27 years old told my friend and of course he was shocked and mad...I cried to him but he did not talk to me for about a year...He came to me one day and said that he understood but he did not want to hear about it...I told him to piss off...lol...cause in that year i had learned if they love you they would understand and love me for me...I am not a weirdo like i thought i was...I am who God has made me...I just now got on here to find you and i am not going to stop till i do...I am not one to play games and i am very direct about how i feel and what i want...I dont want to play games nor do i want to rush into something...I want to be friends first and then lovers not the other way around...so please dont contact me with flings or one night stand ideals cause i will not email you back...

There thats a novel and i dont mind sharing anything else just ask me and you will see i am a open book...